Something is Missing

There are two blogs listed on the right side of this page that I read on a consistent basis. From those, I often get introduced to other families on the web. Jaymum, Ivey and Ashley are three that I just met via Sarah over at In the Midst of It. These are sick children that Sarah prays for and encourages their families. As I read their stories, I experienced exactly what Sarah titled her blog entry...a wake up call.

I haven't been very excited about this Christmas season. I have felt a sense of restlessness lately. As so many have written, at the end of the day, I feel like I've missed something but I can't quite describe or really know what it was. We went to Andrew Petersen's "Behold the Lamb of God" Christmas concert last Wednesday. No fancy decorations, no manger scenes. Just musicians singing about the story of Jesus from the prophecies to his birth and what an amazing story it is! But do we believe it? Do we believe Jesus is the Prince of Peace? Do we believe that God promised a Savior? Do we believe that Jesus' story, the gospel, saves? Do we believe that the gospel changes people, including believers?

I'm not a journal keeper, so I only have my memory to fall back on and as I look back at the story of my life, I believe. He has delivered me from situations and relationships that did not glorify Him. He is glorified in my valleys and when I am on the mountain. He has blessed me with a husband who loves and supports me and a dear friend to remind me that Jeff and I really do compliment each other. He has pointed me to Sarah's blog where I am reminded that I am not alone. He is a Good Shepherd!

After reading the stories of these three precious children, I realized that perspective is what I'm missing. It's not about the gifts; it is not about the parties. It's about the birth of child who was God in flesh who lived for one purpose...to die so that I might live for one purpose...to know and glorify Him.

Celebrate Him this season!
Debra